Showing posts with label kindness. Show all posts
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Thursday, March 26, 2009

Thurday - Fourth Week of Lent

Today's readings: March 26, 2009
Reading One: Ex 32:7-14;
Responsorial Psalm: Ps 106:19-20, 21-22, 23 ;
Gospel: Jn 5:31-47;
go to this page (for all three sections listed above on one page) And here's an audio file; & reflections (video)

It all depends on how you read, or how your heart listens to the words in today's Gospel. It is easy to read the words in a way that comes off as harsh words, words condemning the listener, perhaps a little angry or really angry. Or maybe just upset, like a parent who is upset with a stubborn child and scolding it before sending the insolent child to their room. But maybe the words are offered in a different tone. I do not know, but I imagine Jesus saying these words - reaching out in a soft tone, trying to merely inform people He loves them dearly, what the truth is. He really is the Son of God. He is only trying to help you understand so that you might believe something that is true. Follow the dots - John the Baptist testified Jesus as the Christ. God himself testified, but you did not listen. And so does Moses, yes even the words in the old testament point to Jesus.

Jesus does not have to glorify himself. He is going to take all the miracles He performed, and the people He healed, and all His perfect words, and because we are so stubborn, and His love is so great - He will show us one more time, once and for all, and for all time, show us how much God loves each and every one of us. And if you blessed to see that, you are called to see everyone that way as well.

When we do this - we will finally be following Jesus' simple command - all the law we need to understand, and follow:
is to love God with all your heart, all your mind, all your soul and all your strength.
If we do that, we also will love our neighbor in a new way. Love them as God loves each and every one of us struggling creatures. Perfectly, without fear, pouring out like a fountain.

The blessings that come from following the law are untold treasures, beyond what words might convey. Imagine for just a moment - the love that dwells within God, endless, infinite, boundless love pouring out of your heart in galactic proportions. Love that can only come from God it is so good. Even in the darkest hours of the human condition - sickness, broken hearts, shattered dreams, and wounded souls - there's no room for despair to even get a foothold. That love burns it up and everything dark, is made light.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Thursday, First Week of Lent

Today's readings: March 5, 2009
Reading One: Est C:12, 14-16, 23-25 ;
Responsorial Psalm: Ps 138:1-2ab, 2cde-3, 7c-8 ;
Gospel: Mt 7:7-12 ;
go to this page (for all three sections listed above on one page) And here's an audio file; & reflections (video)

Just added a few pixtures from Alabama Bound trip - link below, in the Sweet Home Alabama post that follows. Read the readings above & do the right thing. Besides, my words are straw in comparison. thanks.

Wednesday morning began with a change of plans. Early in the morning, I thought I was going to Greensboro, NC and was looking forward to seeing Father James, a priest who blessed St. Marks on his first assignment as a man of the cloth. He was very serene and quite tender, one could easily see how the Holy Spirit filled his every fiber. But things change. For some reason, my head was filled with an old Leadbelly song, called Alabamy Bound, and how he used to play a wicked 12 string called Stella. Many years ago, my mom & dad finally gave in to my repeated pleas for a new guitar, and I got one for my 18th birthday at the little guitar shop in Exeter, NH. Being somewhat clueless (or totally, depends who you ask), I decided to get a Penco 12 string for about $189, hahha, yes I remember how much it cost. It was decent guitar, but not on par with a Martin or a Gibson mind you, but it was a pretty decent guitar all the same and i just loved it, though it was a bear to get in tune. And I still have it, took it Europe in 1978, dropped it as it fell out of the cardboard case somewhere in Rome Italy (still has the ding too), and this morning - I threw it in the SUV and headed for Alabama, with my own version of Stella (laughing as I remember Marlon Brando in the movie yelling STEEEELLLLLLA !!!). Anyway, mom & dad, if you are reading this, I love you and remain really thankful for such a terrific gift, that continues to give 32 years later.

On my way to Alabama, I was thrilled to see my first born little angel, Mishka who is a student at Clemson. Just a short detour to see her, check out a very nifty cooler she was painting for a big social coming this weekend, in Jacksonville, FL I think, but my memory is no longer that good. But it was great to see her, lots of hugs, smiles and a tasty Mexican meal before I had to hit the road again. When she was a little girl, I wrote a song for her, and also to God, saying thank you for such an amazing blessing. If you wanna hear a version we cut in my garage with some actual musician friends (Doug Hawthorn and Jack Lawrence), by all means - check it out.

So as I reflect on what happened on Wednesday, and how I ended up in Alabama with my Stella Penco 12 string, a gift from my mom and dad for my 18th birthday, and then blogged about the gift I gave to my daughter when she was born... well, today's Gospel is just sweet news. Good news beyond my wildest dreams.
If you then, who are wicked,
know how to give good gifts to your children,
how much more will your heavenly Father give good things
to those who ask him.
God is great. My cup overflows with your kindness and mercy Lord. May I love you with all my heart, mind and soul, all the days of my life. And forever and ever.

Thanks to all for all your prayers. Morgan is in full remission and her Grandma says THANK YOU! to all who poured their hearts out for her first grandchild. Please remember Peter, Charlotte, Jim, Bradley, and Amelia in your prayers. And if time allows, please say a prayer for me.

Sweet Home Alabama

Last night I slept in the back of the SUV but had a little more room as I left old Charlie my faithful pooch in the loving care of my neighbors. I asked old Charlie if he wanted to come, thinking that upon reflection he might have had a change of mind. But when I asked him, he just laid down and let out one of those long dog sighs that says thanks but no thanks. Now I know that a lot of people don't know that dogs are quite skilled at communicating, but they are. Perhaps they just get tired of no one listening. Ha. Are we any different in that respect?

I woke up at 5:15 am, or 6:15 from the EST zone where I began the night before, but here in Anniston, Alabama it is CST, which pushed me back an hour. My choice for a parking lot was behind the church by a Wachovia (Wells Fargo) building. An old McDonalds large coffee cup served as my latrine and I tinkled to begin my day. Then I went to go dump it in the grassy area by the curb. As I got out of my car, I noticed I had some company. The police car I worried about last week was about 15 feet behind my car, no doubt running a check on my plates and here I am holding a cup of urine in my hands. Nice. After watering the grass, I put the cup into a waste basket nearby, and walked over to the police car with my hands in clear view. I was careful, they were dry. HA. I explained that I was from out of town, and just waiting for the church to open for the 8:10 mass. The window rolled down on the cruiser to reveal a lovely young officer who had a vague resemblance to Olivia Hussey. She was quite pretty and I remembered how well Olivia Hussey played Mary in an epic movie about Jesus. She smiled softly and needed no words to assure me she meant me no harm, in fact she seemed pleased to hear that someone was interested in going to church. I asked her where a person might find a good cup of Joe, and she told me about a vending machine a few blocks away. I asked again, explaining I was hoping for something a little more inviting. Again she smiled, and told me of a McDonalds on 19th street, eight blocks down the road. Her southern Alabama accent was as sweet and smooth as the syrup I put on my pancakes. It was nothing short of beautiful. In all honesty, her kindness, smile and that sweet voice was a near perfect way to start the day, though I was a little embarrassed about how I must have appeared to her on our first meeting. I also thought, how sad it is that so many folks up north associate a southern accent with a lack of intelligence. And then I had to laugh, knowing that this young police woman could teach a lot to some Yankees about gentility and warmth.

Last night as I pulled off of I-20, I stopped at a Texaco station to fill up the tank with some gas. When I went in to pay, I noticed a big rack of baseball hats and thought for some reason it would be fun to get something from Alabama to remember my first trip there. There were caps with FBI, CSI, Border Patrol and stuff like that. But there were also a bunch of baseball hats proclaiming Jesus and they were pretty cool too. One looked like a John Deere hat crossed with something one might use while deer hunting. Another looked like a baseball hat, with King of Kings on the front and a little crown of thorns on the visor. Yeah, I really am enjoying myself in Alabama. And I remembered the sign as I crossed over the state line. Welcome to Beautiful Alabama. Yes, it certainly is. Beautiful.

Just added a few pictures from the trip to Alabama, via Georgia, and South Carolina.

The text above was written at about 6:30 am, racing off to go to mass at Sacred Heart of Jesus Catholic Church in Anniston, Alabama. I forgot to mention how cold it was last night. Probably 25 degrees, and yes, I was not very comfortable and had to put the sleeping bag over my head to stay warm. The McDonalds coffee felt really wonderful, and I really thankful the police woman was so kind. The text above was written at MCD's, while enjoying some pancakes. (yes, aok with the no food an hour before, relax). I got the mass time as 8:10 am from an old web site on the internet, and darn... it was no longer happening. I was at the church at 7:00 am, and doing the readings from the Divine Office, very much looking forward to going to mass. As it got closer to 8:00 am, I began to get nervous. The doors were locked and I called the church's recorded numbers - to get the mass schedule. But they only offered Sat and Sunday mass times. OH NO !!! For me, a day without mass, is like a day without sunshine. I was bummed, and also a little sad. Next to the church was the school, and there was a bunch of moms doing their high power walks around the school grounds, so I held out hope. The recorded message said the offices opened at 8:00 am, but no one was around at 8:30 when I finally lost hope. I quickly did my best to search the net on my mobile phone for alternatives, but there were none.

In closing, let me say my deepest and most heartfelt thank you to Father Pat and Msgr. Richard at St. Mark in Huntersville, NC. Our church offers 2 - yes TWO daily masses each day, at 7:00 am and 9:00 am. I never thought about how draining this must be, but I did this morning, and I so thankful for your discipline to be there, rain or shine, (or snow, like Monday). And you are there to let us in early too, to prepare for the celebration. Now, we are a big parish, but it wasn't that many years ago - that the church was held at the bowling alley, and back in the day, folks like to call it, Our Lady of the Lanes. As Joni Mitchell mused in Big Yellow Taxi - you don't know what you got till it's gone. I knew all too well this morning. For me it was like Good Friday, the one day of the year no mass is held in Catholic Churches around the world. And yes, there were tears, but these were not like the tears of thanks and joy I have during mass. Those are happy tears, like how a mother would feel seeing her son return from combat overseas. I remembered Dorothy from the wizard of oz, there's no place like home, and I got back on the road and drove straight there with a single stop for gas, with four Allison Krauss and Union station CDs and Sam Cook blaring, with lots of prayers for my friends and family, and for our country, and all the good folks I meet everyehre I go. Tomorrow is Friday, St. Patricks. No meat and fasting will be a breeze.